Guilt is a cognitive or an emotional experience that occurs when a person realizes or believes—accurately or not—that he or she has violated a moralstandard, and bears significant responsibility for that violation.[1] It is closely related to the concept of remorse.
In someways I worry that my drive to please and car for others gets in the way of caring for myself.
Today I am preparing to end one of the final things that binds me to my ex. A shared cell phone bill. A shared bill that I have been paying for 6 months. last month he sent me a portion of what he owed me. I am pretty sure he sent it just to get me off his back. So this month rolled around and I realized that he has never sent me anymore and the bill is due again.
Of course this month he has some financial hardship cause by vet bills of the two cats we had and cannot send me what he owes but can send a little. So unfortunately for him, because I am such a pushover, my parents have taken this on and are going to shutting off his phone if he doesn't pay up.
My question is why do I feel guilty? I feel like I am the bad guy and I hate it. I know this is the best thing to do I just don't want to do it.
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